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poppochanLyrics: Kosaka Hashiyan
Music: GF (Ehara Miori), Kosaka Hashiyan
Arrangement: GF (Ehara Miori)
Mix & Vocal Rec: Kosaka Hashiyan
Video Director: Fukuyama Eimi
+ Translation Proofing:
dearest_blue This is a futile wish “Please stay there”
Even though I know it’s already impossible
No matter how many stamps I put on letters to you, they won’t be delivered
Am I a fool to write them all the same?
The dissolution and sublimation* of these words with no recipient
It should have been said, this assimilation of love and hate, my blinded sight; please do something about the true colours of this gloom
Along with many times of despair, I once again get eliminated while bleeding out
This letter is to hide my embarrassment, so naturally there’s no addressee
And of course there’s no such things as P.S. either
If I could, I wouldn’t even want to write who it’s from
This is a common story, but even in my daydreams I could not reach you
I ended up driving you out from the ideal tomorrow that I drew
I swallowed the urge to speak out, pushed it to the deepest part of my heart
A piece of Flashback
Scrape together and ride these beats
Wounds that will definitely never heal
When can we meet again?
I’m having a nightmare daydream
The collapse of territory
A single set of cutlery
In exchange for this pen in my hand
How would I have known that that would be our last phone call
Our conversation was the same as ever
God, please give me guidance
With nonchalant words from start to finish, surely accumulation was the reason
Do you endure such things! bullshit!!
After the farewell was decided, I no longer looked you in the eye
Forgiving the cowardly me, why didn’t you assume the role of a tragic heroine
It’s inevitable that the end would come for an unstable relationship
The regret of "Was there nothing more I could have done?"
The true selfishness of only saying such things now
Goodbye is really an expression of anger
Because if I say it for real, I’ll cry
A piece of Flashback
When can we meet again?
When? Nobody knows when it will be
For that matter, nobody knows whether there will be a “when” at all
I, who know nothing, keep walking, unable to see what lies ahead, as always
Even though I fell down, even though I lost my way, though I'm uneasy and afraid, I keep walking
The only two things I know are that you’re no longer here, and
That I’m walking on
It’s a pretty harsh story
So although this will seem like a lie
At least, the very last words of this script are not Bye-bye, but “See you again”
This song comes from a bad daydream I had
A piece of Flashback
When can we meet again?
I’m having a nightmare daydream
The collapse of territory
A single set of cutlery
In exchange for this pen in my hand
Even though you’re no longer here
*Sublimation (psychology): a type of defense mechanism, where socially unacceptable impulses or idealizations are transformed into/expressed through socially acceptable actions or behavior
Kanji
これは儚い願い「そこに居て」
もう無理だって事を知って
君に送る手紙は何枚の切手貼ったって届かなくて
それでも綴ろうとするのは愚かでしょうか
行き場のない言葉の消化と昇華
喉から出る筈だった 同化する愛憎 視界blind この陰りの正体をどうか
幾度目かの絶望もまた血を流しながら淘汰
この手紙は照れ隠し故に宛先はなし
勿論の事だけれどP.S.などはなし
出来る事ならばfromすらも書きたくないし
ただのよくある話 空想の中ですら繋げなかった手を離し
明日描く筈だった心象風景から君を追い出してしまって
吐露しかけの情念は心の最奥に仕舞って
flashbackするpiece
掻き集め乗せるbeats
決して癒える事のない傷
また出会えるのは何時？
魘されるdaydream
崩れ去るterritory
一つだけのcutlery
代わりにpen手に取り
まさかあの電話が最後になるだなんて
いつもと変わらない会話
神様しておいてくれよguidance
何気ない話に終始 きっと積み重ねが理由に
こんな事あって堪るか！ bullshit!!
さよならが決まってから目を見なくなった
臆病な俺を許してくれなんて悲劇のヒロインぶるつもりなんてない
安定ない人と人の関係じゃ終わり来るのしょうがない
後悔するの もっと何かできなかったかって
今更そんな事言うの本当身勝手
さよならは本当に腹が立つって言葉の綾
だって本音言ったら泣いてしまうから
flashbackするpiece
掻き集め乗せるbeats
決して癒える事のない傷
また出会えるのは何時？
何時？ 何時かなんて誰にも分かりはしないし
それどころか『何時』があるかだって分からない
何も分からない 俺は変わらず先の見えない道歩いてる
転んだって道がなくたって不安だって怖くたって歩いていく
二つだけ分かるのは君がもう居ないって事と
俺が歩き続けていく事
随分と過酷な話だ
だから嘘みたいな言葉になるけれど
せめて最後の台詞はバイバイじゃなくて「またね」
この曲の由縁は俺の見た悪いdaydream
flashbackするpiece
掻き集め乗せるbeats
決して癒える事のない傷
また出会えるのは何時？
魘されるdaydream
崩れ去るterritory
一つだけのcutlery
代わりにpen手に取り
もう居ないのに
Wounds that will definitely never heal
When can we meet again?
I’m having a nightmare daydream
The collapse of territory
A single set of cutlery
In exchange for this pen in my hand
How would I have known that that would be our last phone call
Our conversation was the same as ever
God, please give me guidance
With nonchalant words from start to finish, surely accumulation was the reason
Do you endure such things! bullshit!!
After the farewell was decided, I no longer looked you in the eye
Forgiving the cowardly me, why didn’t you assume the role of a tragic heroine
It’s inevitable that the end would come for an unstable relationship
The regret of "Was there nothing more I could have done?"
The true selfishness of only saying such things now
Goodbye is really an expression of anger
Because if I say it for real, I’ll cry
A piece of Flashback
Scrape together and ride these beats
Wounds that will definitely never healWhen can we meet again?
When? Nobody knows when it will be
For that matter, nobody knows whether there will be a “when” at all
I, who know nothing, keep walking, unable to see what lies ahead, as always
Even though I fell down, even though I lost my way, though I'm uneasy and afraid, I keep walking
The only two things I know are that you’re no longer here, and
That I’m walking on
It’s a pretty harsh story
So although this will seem like a lie
At least, the very last words of this script are not Bye-bye, but “See you again”
This song comes from a bad daydream I had
A piece of Flashback
Scrape together and ride these beats
Wounds that will definitely never healWhen can we meet again?
I’m having a nightmare daydream
The collapse of territory
A single set of cutlery
In exchange for this pen in my hand
Even though you’re no longer here
*Sublimation (psychology): a type of defense mechanism, where socially unacceptable impulses or idealizations are transformed into/expressed through socially acceptable actions or behavior
Kanji
これは儚い願い「そこに居て」
もう無理だって事を知って
君に送る手紙は何枚の切手貼ったって届かなくて
それでも綴ろうとするのは愚かでしょうか
行き場のない言葉の消化と昇華
喉から出る筈だった 同化する愛憎 視界blind この陰りの正体をどうか
幾度目かの絶望もまた血を流しながら淘汰
この手紙は照れ隠し故に宛先はなし
勿論の事だけれどP.S.などはなし
出来る事ならばfromすらも書きたくないし
ただのよくある話 空想の中ですら繋げなかった手を離し
明日描く筈だった心象風景から君を追い出してしまって
吐露しかけの情念は心の最奥に仕舞って
flashbackするpiece
掻き集め乗せるbeats
決して癒える事のない傷
また出会えるのは何時？
魘されるdaydream
崩れ去るterritory
一つだけのcutlery
代わりにpen手に取り
まさかあの電話が最後になるだなんて
いつもと変わらない会話
神様しておいてくれよguidance
何気ない話に終始 きっと積み重ねが理由に
こんな事あって堪るか！ bullshit!!
さよならが決まってから目を見なくなった
臆病な俺を許してくれなんて悲劇のヒロインぶるつもりなんてない
安定ない人と人の関係じゃ終わり来るのしょうがない
後悔するの もっと何かできなかったかって
今更そんな事言うの本当身勝手
さよならは本当に腹が立つって言葉の綾
だって本音言ったら泣いてしまうから
flashbackするpiece
掻き集め乗せるbeats
決して癒える事のない傷
また出会えるのは何時？
何時？ 何時かなんて誰にも分かりはしないし
それどころか『何時』があるかだって分からない
何も分からない 俺は変わらず先の見えない道歩いてる
転んだって道がなくたって不安だって怖くたって歩いていく
二つだけ分かるのは君がもう居ないって事と
俺が歩き続けていく事
随分と過酷な話だ
だから嘘みたいな言葉になるけれど
せめて最後の台詞はバイバイじゃなくて「またね」
この曲の由縁は俺の見た悪いdaydream
flashbackするpiece
掻き集め乗せるbeats
決して癒える事のない傷
また出会えるのは何時？
魘されるdaydream
崩れ去るterritory
一つだけのcutlery
代わりにpen手に取り
もう居ないのに
Romaji
masaka ano denwa ga saigo ni naruda nante
itsumo to kawaranai kaiwa
kamisama shite oite kure yo GUIDANCE
nani genai hanashi ni shuushi kitto tsumikasane ga riyuu ni
konna koto atte tamaru ka! BULLSHIT!!
sayonara ga kimatte kara me o minaku natta
okubyou na ore o yurushite kure nante higeki no HIROIN buru tsumori nante nai
antei nai hito to hito no kankei ja owari kuru no shouganai
koukai suru no motto nani ka dekinakatta ka tte
ima sara sonna koto iu no hontou migatte
sayonara wa hontou ni haragatatsu tte kotoba no aya
datte honne ittara naite shimaukara
FLASHBACK suru PIECE
kakiatsume noseru BEATS
kesshite ieru koto no nai kizu
mata deaeru no wa itsu?
itsu? itsuka nante dare ni mo wakari wa shinaishi
soredokoroka “itsu” ga aru ka datte wakaranai
nani mo wakaranai ore wa kawarazu saki no mienai michi aruiteru
koron datte michi ga nakutatte fuan datte kowaku tatte aruite iku
futatsu dake wakaru no wa kimi ga mou inai tte koto to
ore ga aruki tsudzukete iku koto
zuibun to kakokuna hanashi da
dakara uso mitaina kotoba ni naru keredo
semete saigo no serifu wa baibai janakute 'mata ne'
kore wa hakanai negai "soko ni ite"
mou muri datte koto o shitte
kimi ni okuru tegami wa nan mai no kitte hattatte todokanakute
sore demo tsudzurou to suru no wa oroka deshou ka
ikiba no nai kotoba no shouka to shouka
nodo kara deru hazudatta douka suru aizou shikai BLIND kono kageri no shoutai o dou ka
ikudome ka no zetsubou mo mata chi o nagashi nagara touta
kono tegami wa terekakushi yueni atesaki wa nashi
mochiron no kotodakeredo P.S. nado wa nashi
dekiru koto naraba FROM sura mo kakitakunai shi
tada no yoku aru hanashi kuusou no nakade sura tsunagenakatta te o hanashi
ashita kaku hazudatta shinshou fuukei kara kimi o oidashite shimatte
toro shikake no jounen wa kokoro no saiou ni shimatte
mou muri datte koto o shitte
kimi ni okuru tegami wa nan mai no kitte hattatte todokanakute
sore demo tsudzurou to suru no wa oroka deshou ka
ikiba no nai kotoba no shouka to shouka
nodo kara deru hazudatta douka suru aizou shikai BLIND kono kageri no shoutai o dou ka
ikudome ka no zetsubou mo mata chi o nagashi nagara touta
kono tegami wa terekakushi yueni atesaki wa nashi
mochiron no kotodakeredo P.S. nado wa nashi
dekiru koto naraba FROM sura mo kakitakunai shi
tada no yoku aru hanashi kuusou no nakade sura tsunagenakatta te o hanashi
ashita kaku hazudatta shinshou fuukei kara kimi o oidashite shimatte
toro shikake no jounen wa kokoro no saiou ni shimatte
FLASHBACK suru PIECE
kakiatsume noseru BEATS
kesshite ieru koto no nai kizu
mata deaeru no wa itsu?
unasareru DAYDREAM
kuzuresaru TERRITORY
hitotsu dake no CUTLERY
kawarini PEN te ni tori
kakiatsume noseru BEATS
kesshite ieru koto no nai kizu
mata deaeru no wa itsu?
unasareru DAYDREAM
kuzuresaru TERRITORY
hitotsu dake no CUTLERY
kawarini PEN te ni tori
masaka ano denwa ga saigo ni naruda nante
itsumo to kawaranai kaiwa
kamisama shite oite kure yo GUIDANCE
nani genai hanashi ni shuushi kitto tsumikasane ga riyuu ni
konna koto atte tamaru ka! BULLSHIT!!
sayonara ga kimatte kara me o minaku natta
okubyou na ore o yurushite kure nante higeki no HIROIN buru tsumori nante nai
antei nai hito to hito no kankei ja owari kuru no shouganai
koukai suru no motto nani ka dekinakatta ka tte
ima sara sonna koto iu no hontou migatte
sayonara wa hontou ni haragatatsu tte kotoba no aya
datte honne ittara naite shimaukara
FLASHBACK suru PIECE
kakiatsume noseru BEATS
kesshite ieru koto no nai kizu
mata deaeru no wa itsu?
itsu? itsuka nante dare ni mo wakari wa shinaishi
soredokoroka “itsu” ga aru ka datte wakaranai
nani mo wakaranai ore wa kawarazu saki no mienai michi aruiteru
koron datte michi ga nakutatte fuan datte kowaku tatte aruite iku
futatsu dake wakaru no wa kimi ga mou inai tte koto to
ore ga aruki tsudzukete iku koto
zuibun to kakokuna hanashi da
dakara uso mitaina kotoba ni naru keredo
semete saigo no serifu wa baibai janakute 'mata ne'
kono kyoku no yuen wa ore no mita warui DAYDREAM
FLASHBACK suru PIECE
kakiatsume noseru BEATS
kesshite ieru koto no nai kizu
mata deaeru no wa itsu?
unasareru DAYDREAM
kuzuresaru TERRITORY
hitotsu dake no CUTLERY
kawarini PEN te ni tori
mou inai no ni
FLASHBACK suru PIECE
kakiatsume noseru BEATS
kesshite ieru koto no nai kizu
mata deaeru no wa itsu?
unasareru DAYDREAM
kuzuresaru TERRITORY
hitotsu dake no CUTLERY
kawarini PEN te ni tori
mou inai no ni
